The vent of a hyperactive mind.

I am woken up. Woken by my wonderful wife with a hot cup of tea. 5 minutes pass, I reawaken. Dozy. Is it the anti depressants? Is it the lack of sleep? Is it mental exhaustion? I doze, now 10 minutes. I drag myself up the headboard and I grab my still hot tea. I balance it on my leg and I doze again, feeling the heat on my leg through the duvet and heat of the cup in my hand. I awaken again, this time more awake, I sip at my tea. I grab my warm towel and I head for the shower. Colder than usual, but warm enough to not cause a shock. I drop it down. Do cold showers really work? What I've read makes sense. It starts to feels warm, so I drop it down again. My body reacts to the cold, and slowly acclimatises. So I drop it again; This is surely below 20c? I wash, and I'm used to the cold, so I drop it again, this is now on cold lock and it feels cold. 3 minutes, I need to do 3 minutes. I haven't even noticed the beautiful blue sky. I have no commitments today. I should be happy....

I have worked hard since before I left school armed with my valuable Geometrical Engineering Drawing A level. I can't tell you how useful that's been, partly because I've never been asked to remember any of it, so I simply don't know. It was never a passion to be honest, even though I enjoyed it and I was good at it, the year below me were doing graphic design, which looked much more interesting. And my best friend back in the school I left was doing computers. But my blighted dark path into the sombre world of retail had already begun. Fast forward 26 years and the retail world has changed. In my first training session as a Manager back in 2000 I met with a lovely Scottish guy who talked us through a way to speed nap, and/or meditate to relieve stress. I kid you not. As a manager of managers, proud of the fact that every meeting our region had was more like a re-union, and running the largest store on our region, with the highest productivity, I made an insane assump...