Breakdown #2
Well that was an interesting start to the day. After struggling to get to sleep last night after a niacinamide flush, (like an allergic reaction but doesn't affect your breathing) and another rude awakening at 3, the alarm went off at 7. Deciding against a 'snooze' I got up and made myself a packed lunch for todays meeting. Arriving an hour early due to a calendar mis-schedule, I find myself alone with my thoughts in the car park, preparing myself for the 'check in'. So how are things? Since 'going it alone', running my own business, things have been ok . But of the 100 or so invoices I've sent out, only 4 have been in the past few months. Two of which are still outstanding. If it weren't for the 2 big contracts I have, I'd have to jack it all in. Of the 80 or so emails from the group in the past 2 weeks, I've understood or been able to contribute to about 4 of them. Which has made me feel a bit inadequate. There's enough in the ...